I was hanging out with a friend today and came to a realization after a conversation with her about how we looked at different points in our lives, she used to be this tiny little perfect model body type and now after having babies she is still gorgeous and I am totally jealous of her skinny little body but she obviously has changes to her body after pregnancy. We looked at pictures of me before I had kids (soooo long ago) and I never ever was small, never had tiny little skinny legs or a perfect bikini body but I was not fat. I am really screwed by my height, I will forever and always have these short and stubby legs and half a torso. I don't even really know where I am going with this but I guess I have to realize my goal can't be unrealistic. I know I will be happy when the extra weight is gone and that I am beautiful at whatever weight I am at.
Valentine's day is tomorrow, such a dumb day. I would rather get flowers or a card on a random day any other day of the year for a random sweet reason, not cause it is being forced by some day that doesn't even make sense. Single or not this day for me is just a special little day for the girls, they are my valentines. The girls like it and I love seeing them get excited about anything. Though I did get a great date on Friday but it wasn't specifically for valentine's day, but he sure did spoil me and we had a great time. Well another week starting tomorrow, I really dislike Mondays but I am happy we are back on a regular schedule. Taking things a day at a time and trusting God with all that there is to come.
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