Why can't I be like the biggest loser people who have lost so many pounds in just 2 weeks? Oh yeah cause I can't live at the gym all day with personal trainers, dang it! I am seeing results though, jeans fitting that wouldn't go on before and just this amazing strong feeling that I have. I will not step on the scale though, just my thing, but I am excited to at the end of the month to see how far I have come.
I registered for the Rock the Parkway 5K on April 2! I just had to get online and do it, now there is no looking back, can't wait to get back out there, I used to love how it felt to run those races I did back in 2009, don't know why I got so lazy last year, no excuses. First this one 5K and then a 10K in June, that is the plan.
Also got my taxes done already, with some help and have so much to look forward to, going to be debt free to start the year. If you read my past blog I talked about getting an abdomnioplasty (tummy tuck) it is still in my future but I now have a plan. I am using some of my tax return to add to my tummy tuck fund. The goal is to get to 140 pounds and then I can take that money and finance the surgery cause it is not even an option, it is a must for me. To work this hard and look worse when I look at myself in the mirror is just not OK with me. So it may not be till next year or whenever I have the time to recuperate but it will be done. I don't think it is a vanity thing either, I deserve it and will love myself so much more than I already do right now.
I am really proud of myself, I have been doing great with taking meds, eating really well and watching my calories. I just wish it went faster but I know that is not how it works. I do have a cheat day but even then I am doing so much better than before, maybe extra carbs that day but then I just work extra hard at my work out, plus I couldn't make it to the gym on Monday cause we were literally snowed in and I got out my P90X and did Kenpo and the Ab DVD! I know I haven't been at it long but this is my new lifestyle and I love the way I feel so I am not going back =)
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